Sunday, September 23, 2012
Introduction to Sociology
Greetings,
Somewhere over the rainbow has always been one of my favorite sayings, not only because my favorite singer "Barbra Streisand" sings it so well and eloquently with sheer intensity to move an entire crowd of fans; that is how I view my life with all its complexities, perplexities, adversities, yet still fulfilling at the same time.
I'm the middle child aslo known as the wild child to my siblings. I wouldn't I say I was wild, let's just say I was more daring with more edge, with much zest for life itself. Growing up baseball, football, basketball, anything sports related never ceased to pique my intrest. I have always been an "adrenaline junkie", However my undying passion has always been dance. Life without dance for me a like a plug without a socket. In such an upbeat society especially growing up and living in the concrete jungle, there was/is always something going on. Being that I'm a very active, I love socializing, helping others, managing a home, work, family, maintaining friendships etc.. I had to maintain a balance for myself, and dance is what has and still to this day balances me. When it comes to dance, I'm completely soloist. Dance has been my way of escaping it all. Wether it be pain that I could not articulate verbally I expressed it with my body entirely/whole heartedly. Dance has played a major influential theme within my life.
Ten years ago I was in a very bad car accident in which I was paralyzed for a few days, internal bleeding, numerous fractures, had an ACL surgery, back injuries, the list goes on. However I lost someone very dear in that accident; apart for all my injuries I had a broken heart, a broken spirit. I went into a brief depression knowing that my life as I knew it changed over night. Due to my injuries, especially my ACL surgery my life as a dancer was stunted. My aching heart was quivering with such grief. I decided to take control of my life the best way possible. I always had a strong belief in God, however I decided to build a relationship with my higher power. I've come to realize that no matter what I have been through, I made it through, not just by my own understanding but through the grace of God. Having realizing this invigorating super natural, I began to rise incorporating daily scripture within my life ;also talking to people of all sorts of religions and spiritual beliefs. These people have also been very influential within my life, their humbleness and meekness I appreciate, because I'm always striving to be a better person than I was yesterday, Not just for myself but for humanity. Having a rich heart and soul cannot go to waste, that has always been my mantra.
After experiencing such adversity and restoring myself to a level of contentment, I have decided to return to school to become a registered nurse with an aspiration to obtain my masters degree in CRNA
(certified registered nurse anesthesiologist) with hopes of opening my own dance studio for children in the near future.
My life is a roller-coaster; all the intricate details, loss, suffering, even smiles and joys along the way make me who I'am today and who I'm to be in the future. All of my trails and tribulations has all added to my bank of fortitude ( Bruce Lee). In conclusion I know everything I have experienced and will experience is all but a stepping stone for me to be where I need to be. "Somewhere Over The Rainbow" Hey I'm not there yet.. The pot of gold awaits over that rainbow; as the saying goes "There are no rainbows without the rain".
Merida Angelina
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I love the song "somewhere over the rainbow" too. I like what you wrote in conclusion. I believe all the experiences that you had before will make you strong and your future brightly.
ReplyDeleteHello Shawn, Thank you, greatly appreciated. Yes, Great Song!!!
DeleteI wish you all the Best.
I love your about me, it made me learn more about you as a person and what you went through. It's interesting reading about your accident and thank God you are alive today. We have something in common where I also love dance and love to dance, I just never pursued it I just do it for fun and for my own enjoyment
ReplyDeleteThank you very much Sharis. Dancing is great, very liberating.. I 'm sure you know the feelng being you dance as well!!!
DeleteIt is amazing the things that we all go through in life and how our experience helps to share our lives. Your story is truly an inspiration to me and others. This is why we must not judge anyone by his/her physical appearance. The true beauty of a person comes from within the heart. I enjoy reading your blog, it really aspire me to continue doing well and never give up, and i will say the same for you and others. ALL THE BEST IN YOUR ENDEAVORS AND MAY GOD CONTINUE TO BE YOUR SOURCE OF STRENGTH!!!!
ReplyDeleteThank you kindly Tina. Well said straight from the heart. We are here to inspire one another, we all have testimony.. Thank you for taking the time to read. I wish you all the best in your endeavors as well, and May God Continue to bless you & your loved ones.
DeleteThank you again~ Touched*
Very happy to know you and be classmate with you. fight for life also be happy every day.
ReplyDeleteLikewise my friend. Thank you.
DeleteSomewhere over rainbow is a great song and very soothing ....reading your about me made me understand you more as a person and get where you're coming from as being the "wild child" cause even though im they younget out of my sibiling he considers me as a wild one too lol well it was nice reading your blog... :)
ReplyDeleteFirst of all, the first thing I did was to go to youtube and listen the song, I loved it! I like your Introduction, and admire your faith in God. This class is an interesting one not just because of the content of it, but also for the amazing classmates it has. You are a strong person. Thanks for sharing your story with us. It was a pleasure to read it! Jehovah bless you.
ReplyDeleteAwww, Thank you so much Ramona. Jehovah Bless You Too!! Indeed that's his name "Jehovah"~
DeleteI love your about urself it shows the person you truly are without we knowing you personally, i also i love the fact that your a strong person
ReplyDeleteThank you very much. :)
DeleteWow this was very deep. This brought tears to my eyes (sigh). Well thank god your alive and healthy. I'm sorry for your lost, but I'm also happy you had the strength to pull yourself through hard times. This was so touching to me, I'm completely lost for words. Its like I was reading a story out of a book. Well I hope that your dreams comes true of having your own dance studio and becoming a CRNA. Good luck!
ReplyDeleteThank you all for your kind comments and encouragement, It means a lot to me. I wish you all the very best this life has to offer.. Always.
ReplyDeleteI humbly Thank You All.
God Bless~
After reading this blog entry and previous conversations I've had with you, I must say that you are a strong and admirable woman. I also notice that we have some things in common. I'm also an adrenaline junkie and i love to dance. I haven't professionally danced in a very long time but at a point it was my outlet. I've actually been thinking about doing it again as a hobby. You're an extraordinary person and I'm glad that I've had the pleasure of meeting you.
ReplyDeleteit was fun reading about the accident you had. hope everything is ok and thank god that it was not something really series. we don't have must in comment, as your like is like a roller-coaster and mine is like a baseball straight down the middle.
ReplyDeleteMerida first of all, I have to tell you that your are an survivor and strong person. from what i read in your introduction you deserve all the best, and I have to tell anyone I just figure out on Sunday will we were studying on our study group that you told me that you was born on August 16 and i have to say so am I, Go team Leo lol.... and just wish you all the best in your life.
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